random-lexis

well i finally finished my art degree and graduated. i could not be happier that that part of my life i over now, no more late nights to get the worked finished for deadlines and stressing over research, annotations, essays presentations and proposals. I'm glad to say i have so much more freedom regarding what i do with my own work as well and how i don't have to justify what iv'e made. However i will miss the socialization that i had when in college i met so many people and probably wont see them all again due to us all moving on with our lives. On a new not since graduating and leaving college i found it extremely difficult to get a job r

summer is nearly over for me and i will be heading back to tech for my last year of my degree course finally and hopefully the last time i will be studying art. i have so much work to do in the next few days and hope i will get it all done i will have to pull a few all nighters to achieve it but i think it will help plus it gets me used to being up late again with no sleep. To be quite honest however i do not want to go back to art for my last year. All i want to do is leave my art course behind me im just so sick of it and its not taking me anywhere what i really want to do is a makeup course but not a full beauty course all i want to learn

I have decided that before the new year of my course would start that i would quit smoking and so far its gone well i have went a week without wanting one. Although even when i did smoke it wasn't an urge or want that made me smoke them it was more of a social thing i recon but anyway i wont be smoking again and i don't think its going to be hard because i don't feel  these urges or wants that other people say they get when they don't have one i think its all in the mind that makes you "want" a cigarette. I have also decided that wont drink alcohol again because for one its far to expensive and its not worth wasting my money on when i can bu